This still doesn't sound real. Doesn't feel real. And yet here I am, freshly-baked 20-year-old.
My birthday yesterday was felt much more online than in reality. No big party, crazy stuff or crowds. Facebook posts, messages, coffee with a friend and calls from my precious ones did the trick fantastically. I thought of making a new decade's resolution, but who needs it anyway, not everything's about planning or predicting, or hoping for something better than you have all the time and making deadlines for that. So yes, I discovered this special sort of one-day holiday when I allowed myself to just enjoy what I have and not think about any deadlines, assignments, mess in my room or the storm outside. Enjoy my own company in pyjamas, in front of a laptop with a good movie playing. This might sound miserable, but that's really not the worst there is, after wanting a day to do whatever you want and however you want it, without any regrets or inner conflicts. So there's that :)
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